My father...

Now that I'm older I realise how horribel I am. Oh man I miss you so much. Please out down your pride and just be with Mena. Remeber when you said you loved me no matter what stupid shit I did. So know that I will always love you no matter the stupid shit you didi have done I dont care about that. Talking about you to anyone is stupid because all they do is critasize you for who you are. Usally I will defend you as much as I can but sometimes its hard. Wondering about you hurts to much. You know I wish you would call me.